he was born into a place that was functional enough. Tonight first time 5 or 6 weeks she calls!
Long chat - best one we have always had. Mainly easy school and general life stuff. But two very interesting things. Firstly she has been reading this blog and seems pretty easy about it.In fact i told her about a situation I was almost ready to put up which is "Dads talk to 12 year old daughter about sex and relationships." It came to me last night, I told her what the case would be, and that i thought i would put it up here, and she actually said "cool." she still made a deception that she had been playing around with devising a blog but it ranked so low in the search engine ratings against this blog.she thought it was funny. Secondly, we talked, long and full, about all the miscellaneous fringe stuff. Now this is where it gets a bit complicated. And in fact I am not yet interested in special or who was to "blame" because I know that Adele was used and was ill. If she is inherently a bad person well that is for her to deal with - explain, maybe other things. However there is a little thing I was pretty much going to leave. I view the people concerned may do the right thing. They take not. So I think for Esti i will do as father must and intervene. All of this i talked with esti about - she understood - was somewhat interested in it all. She knows the Brecon area is populated by a load of jerks - I'm talking about authority figures. But it isn't even them - i always knew that and have always openly discussed this with others as Esti is aware. Lets just say up my way, well no one lets their kids anywhere near Brecon, and the standing instructions are if there is an accident for GODS SAKE make sure thye get me over 20 miles East to hereford hospital rather than 16 miles South to brecon hospital (ask councillor Molly Hughes - qualified medical person, resident many years - something goes wrong, don't worry around the defibrillator or anti heart attack injections.just make sure the ambulance is heading EAST. Anyway, there are two people who for any reason have done wrong. And Esti now knows. (said with a pump at ease and not angry: It is an easy matter for you to put it right. And you must. If you do not so I will do it against you. This is a simple situation and had GREAT consequences for Esti's life. She told me that she had a magazine article pushed through her letterbox a little while ago - featuring yours truly. Not very complimentary. I have no interest (measure your newsprint by the quantity not take or whatever they say.and truly the great things is she saw for herself how the newspapers often get things all wrong - read quite a few even Times articles on us where basic mistakes such as her age were all wrong. She saw a high Court ruling that was COMPLETE crap - even if in my favour, suggesting Esti had been full resident with mum when Esti knew categorically she had been 50/50 alternate weeks as good as for a long time. Et cet err ahh. But there may be more.press.who knows.one day.now I couldn't throw a shit - my story is in part here. And anyone can challenge me on absolutely anything - anytime - see any papers or evidence. However, I sat in a court anteroom nearly six weeks ago and to my revulsion was confronted as Primary cause of my office a lie. The lie had two people connected to it. Even if i succeeded in getting the case dropped - we made it clear we would show up all such lies.so it was dropped - within about 10 minutes, nevertheless such things stick. You see Brecon is a little fiefdom where people in authority simply act with impunity. Those papers could surface any time. Like for example in future custody proceedings if there ever were any. Here it is. At some level in the spring, Justin Clayton apparently told Adele N that in my teens I was diagnosed with Bipolar disorder and on Lithium. And this was a key part of some attempt to calumniate my start in the terrible little corrupt Brecon lawcourts. Now, here are a few FACTS - well the first is that anyone - and i consider anyone, cam any time get on with me and choose wide access to my medical records. Which have no such item in them. Indeed no matters concerning state of mind or any non specific thing at all - only routine things such as psoriases i suffered at puberty. I went to a GP aged 26 for a referral to Dr Gerrard Libby who i saw twice but was prescribed prozac for a month, didn't take it, told doc so (said "No i want to do this without anything artificial"). No diagnosis - initial "maybes" but nothing conclusive, and one therapy session doctor and counselor/therapist conferred and said as I had said "seems fine now.just needed a chat." It is also a matter of PUBLIC record that for example I was one of the youngest ever pilot examiners of other professional pilots. And had a very accelerated initial career in that word. Qualified flight instructor at 18 I think. Qualified (full) commercial pilot by about 18 1/2. All such require very frequent medical examination and disclosure of anything on display at the GP. VERY thorough. I am too PROUD that I overcame bulimia at 16 BY MYSELF. After a form where my health did suffer, I gradually worked out what i needed to do to get myself out of the hole. And bit bu bit did so. Set myself outdoor projects. And also rebuilding from scratch a little wrecked MG midget - my first car - bought a a ram for a couple of hundred quid.even though I'm not a car chap i set about winning it to pieces - every single nut and bolt, lovingly cleaning and derusting each single man and putting it back together.took 3 or 4 months good time. It was my therapy. The car sort of worked when it was rebuilt.sort of. But did get its MOT. So apparently (though of course who is ever to think anything Brecon prosecutors write) Justin Clayton told Adele Nozedar, who he had never met =- the darned email of course, that I had been diagnosed bipolar and prescribed Lithium at 16. And this appeared as lead element of a prosecution case,strange even if it were true.I mean 1/4 of the universe have mental health issues.and this reported scenario was 32 years ago.and quite clearly i am totally sane even having passed a mental health board with flying colours 18th April this year - where of course i was asked any history of mental illness: Answer only minor to occasionally moderate, not hospitalisable, depression for 3 or 4 years early 20's.Never diagnosed with anything or prescribed anything - told them about the not taken short prozac course" Which of course did not appear in the papers - strange as it happened at a police station.I own naught to hide. Anyway, no matter what, two people OWE MY Girl AN APOLOGY. Adele and Justin Clayton need to apologize to Esti thatbetween them they allowed or passed on this completely untrue and rather damaging portrayal of her father. Esti knows about it. I knew about all this six weeks ago. I decided to let it lie. I am now writing this here because I also, because i realize that like many musicians he is pathetically full of himself (and sadly stupid - seems there is a theme. in view of the mess, in view of his actions going on VERY damaginguntrueinformation, that he entirely disengaged from my girl on the internet. He has not done so. I have told Esti that I had asked him - no lets get it straight TOLD him, to bugger off - or politely, disengage give a civic and kind explanation to Esti - as in this is for you and your dad, i don't know him 20 years estranged- go back into the rather sad hole - get some therapy. (Co dependant still even 4 years afterdad dead). Sounds unkind but this is not a man - not someone who has ever been able to get his act together about anything. Such sad fey things we saw of him as a new man - and a man who knew he had the gift - his playing i would say had more "LACUNA" qualities about it than any other guitarist i always heard, except Mr Page.but he was brought up a child. And was ruined being whisked off to Yoko Ono wonderland when John Lennon died (with Julian).years on was incapable of even managing to change a plug. Not my problem (them in La la land). And in short for 20 years have had nothing to do with him.not angrily, just not my man and never take it tobe (having explored it and seen the stupidity - the endless dumb LA mob claiming they had every esoteric answer and special knowledge into everything.all bollox of course). BUt lets continue to the point. I suppose every compliment I get always said about you Adele, but you form a responsibility to my baby to see THAT FACT is corrected. You can see my medical records ANY time. And the like to you Justin Clayton. Sadly my mother also got sucked into that whole stupid world - celeb sycophancy, and of course has never entirely let go - horrific social climber she was in her own sweet way.doesn't wish to carry any boats but in case she can get to meet Rod Stewart again through my b4rother.grow fucking up. There is but one person in my family who has ever had half the balls to really do to reproduce.never mind then fight for his rights.and so there will only be one carrier of the beginning years to come. Make sure that lie is put right. Or you will all sure as night follows day sink further into your individual sad little guilt trip never ever be true about anything sad little Cheshire swamp. and that was the worst invective ever but i am forced up to the pub with concentration draining bollox ringing around.but you get my point. Which is serious. Unless you are all a cargo of blood-sucking FAKES, apologise to Esti please. I have explained that unless you do that it really would not be right she always spoke to any of you ever again. I think she gets it.
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